Ambling along the gumtree lined streets of Kentlyn on the outskirts of Campbelltown, Rob Plumb and his mare Waxworks have the sun on their faces and the wind at their backs. They haven’t a care in the world, but both are a world away from where they were just two years ago, writes JULIEANNE HORSMAN.
Waxworks was destined to be exported to Asia as a brood mare, but when the red tape became too much she was abandoned in a paddock at Yass with dozens of other horses.
Rob was in the grips of post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) after almost three decades of service in the police force.
“When I think of how differently things could have turned out for both of us, I shudder,” he says.
Rob joined the police force in 1990.
Over the next 28 years he rose to the rank of incremental sergeant and was awarded citations for bravery, diligence and supporting victims of crime.
To his colleagues and friends, Rob appeared to be a model officer, but despite his own denials, the service he was so proud to be a part of was slowly squeezing the life out of him.
Rob’s career in blue ended in a lather of sweat and flood of tears on the linoleum floor of Cabramatta Police Station in February 2018.
There was no farewell party, no speeches of praise or pats on the back. Rob couldn’t deny his PTSD any longer and had no choice but to walk away from the force.
“That was it, I just couldn’t go on,” Rob said.
“Devastated doesn’t even begin to describe how I felt losing the only career I had ever known.”
Rob began counselling but it wasn’t enough, and he quickly slipped into a dark and dangerous place.
He suffered insomnia and on the rare occasions he did manage to sleep, he would be woken by night terrors.
He endured flashbacks, panic attacks and would avoid going to any public or crowded areas which could trigger him.
“There are some things you never forget, no matter how desperate you are to block them out,” Rob said.
“The screams, the smells, the shattered loved ones, the brain matter splattered up the walls.”
In early 2019 Police Legacy recommended Rob for the Spur equine therapy program run jointly by Racing NSW and RSL LifeCare.
He had no prior experience with horses but was willing to give anything a shot to help him feel human again.
He was accepted into the program where veterans learned horse care, retraining and riding on retired racehorses as part of their treatment.
Rob was paired with a then six-year-old mare named Waxworks.
“I felt an instant connection to her which strengthened over time,” Rob said.
“She is such an intelligent horse and quick to learn.
“Just being with her helped me feel calm.”
Rob and nine other veterans from both emergency services and defence backgrounds spent eight months working with their retired racehorses in preparation for the graduation trail ride through Kosciuszko National Park.
Officially the course ran on Thursdays and Sundays, but most participants weren’t well enough to have full time jobs so they spent extra days volunteering their time to care for the horses.
They did months of groundwork before they were even allowed to mount their horses, but once they did, there was no holding them back.
“It was like bungee jumping,” Rob said.
“The adrenaline was pumping, I felt the nerves but it was such a rush.”
Spur gave Rob the routine he was missing since leaving the police force, but more importantly it gave him something to look forward to.
Some days he struggled to pay for petrol to get there, but he would always find a way.
“The program helped me change my line of thinking and realise life is worth living,” Rob said.
The Spur course culminated with a five-day trail ride through Kosciuszko National Park.
“It was more than I could have ever imagined and the perfect way to finish the course,” Rob said.
Once the Spur course was completed, the veterans were given the opportunity to adopt their horses.
Rob wanted to, but living in suburban Campbelltown and without funds to pay for agistment he had to get creative.
Rob spent months trying to find an appropriate place to keep Waxworks and finally, thanks to the kindness of a local, he was able to lease a lush green paddock in Kentlyn for free.
It’s just a short walk from his home with kilometres of bush trails close by.
“When she stepped off the float I was overcome with emotion and the tears began to flow,” Rob said.
“I hadn’t seen her for a few months, but nothing had changed. She came up and nuzzled me and she was officially mine. I couldn’t believe it was really happening.
“Keeping Waxy happy and healthy is my priority now and I relish the time I get to spend with her,” Rob said.
“I get a spring in my step just walking to her paddock.
“The team at Racing NSW has been great with advice and support. It’s nice to know I can contact the vets if I have any worries.”
Over the past few months Rob and Waxworks have become a familiar sight around Kentlyn and many locals and visitors to the area stop to talk to them and give Waxworks a pat.
“People ask her name and how I got her, and they are pleased to hear our story, Rob said.
“They get caught up in the joy of it and that makes my day.”
- JULIEANNE HORSMAN is a Campbelltown resident and employee of Racing NSW’s Equine Welfare and Rehoming Division. This story first appeared in Team Thoroughbred NSW.